You just dismissed me with one pathetic sentence.. i couldnt help but stare, just stare at you. WTF. just because im young? or just because i dont look that broken from where you see me? this just goes to prove how good i am getting in this. just because i dont say anything doesnt mean i have nothing to share, just because i dont cry doesnt mean im not falling apart inside. just because you havent heard anything about this 16 year old, doesnt mean there’s nothing worth mentioning about her. you dont know how far this girl has gone, to become the girl you think life has been good to all this time. nevermind, go. go wallow in this problem that seems to be crashing down on you, that seems to make your world turn upside down, inside out. i dont care, because i “can’t understand”, because you dont know how much i’d rather go through what you’re going through now, than go through what i did then.

no, i take that back. i wont change a thing. because what happened then had made me who i am today, and i am most most most grateful for that.

what im trying to tell you is that. contrary to what you believe, i do understand. i’ve been there, i’ve even to be somewhere much worse. so listen, listen to me. i want you to stand up, and do what you do. because its not worth it, you’ll realise its not going to be worth it in the end, just like how i did. because in this life, you and you alone have the say.

dont say i dont understand, because maybe, just maybe i do understand. maybe i do know how it feels like to wake up early in the morning with a broken heart, maybe i do know how it feels like when breathing becomes tiring.

stand up, i love you, girl. stand up, and hear me out. because believe me, i know.