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Friday, July 2, 2010 Friday :)
 "but i think you should be okay" totally feel dishonest and untrue to myself again. like i've become too pragmatic, too realistic, to the extent that i may be missing out the whole point. i promise i will not let myself cheat on myself again. (i make no sense, dont care.) well, papers finish today. i guess now's the time to rejuvenate and get my priorities straight. mommy said to start thinking about what to do with my life last night on the phone, coincidentally Friska said the exact same thing. well, i dont know yet. but maybe i should start thinking about it. and God will hint me. but currently, i know that there's something more that i have to do. and off am i to do it. thought of the day: perhaps placing to much emphasis on the rules and organisation has in turn ruled out compassion and common sense from the equation? really, sometimes i ridicule rigidity. rather pathetic i must say. |
First there are the ones who read it, listen to what is said and absorb it, all of it. Then they draw an impression of her in their minds, and she stays like that to them until she does not matter, just because they are simple enough to take it all in, every single piece of it. 
