heyy. havent heard from me for a long time?
missed me?
i know you did, who wouldnt? heh.

havent been online for a long long time.
was in beijing (updates this weekend. wait for it!)
and when i came back. i totally screwed up my username and password for Qmax.
believe me, this kinda things will happen to me and only me. so yea.
deepest apologies.

topic of the day before i proceed and drown myself with homework. c:

a new term. a new start.
i know that i should have done this a the start of the year, but i think i didnt approach it with the right attitude.
yes, it might be lousy compared to others,
it might not be worth anything at all,
it might be heard as bad, unbearable. even sucky.

but have you ever thought that there might just be a better side to it.
there might just be something precious, something you never expected from it.
something that might just be the reason you had the chance to be a part of it.

and i felt that something.

i should have realised this earlier.
i should have listened.
i shouldnt have been a bitch all this time.
i shouldnt have been ignorant, indifferent, even arrogant.

if i wasnt all that, i might have been better, i would have even felt better.
if i had just stop whining about it, and just put my heart into it, i would have received much much much more.

"nobody can go back and change yesterday, but anyone can start now and make a better tomorrow"

it doesnt matter. whats done's done.
all i pray and hope is i can start over, and make things better.

please, just this time, a second chance?

let me show you who i actually am.
let me show you that i really am sincere and really do wanna be a part of this.
let me show you that i really can love you.

A SECOND CHANCE, FOR ME AND YOU, IJ?

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