So i didnt do very well.
And it shook me to realise how far I am from where I want to be. I dont get it, it's not like I dont try or work, it's like everything is beyond my control.Like whatever I do i lacking. I want to go run or escape to ECP like I would have, but I know I have no time to mope.
Well, it's term 2, and there's still so much more to do, so much space to cover. There's no time. It's only up from here.
Time's like these, I feel so alone, like nobody would understand. But i know it really is just me giving myself too much buffer space. I know you care, but let me deal with this alone.
I'm just trying to make sure I never feel like this again.
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