On My Way.

Hey. I hope that while you are reading this, there's no judgement. I write to express. And that's all there is to this. I hope that somewhere in this heap of words you'll find something. We're all just finding ourselves out there, but we needn't do it alone.
I wish you love.
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Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Rant.
This is frustrating for me because I cannot get myself to settle down and I need to. I NEED TO. I can't stop letting my mind roam and I'm starting to think that I have ADHD. I cannot sit still and I want to get out of my stuffy room and breathe good air outside but it's raining and I don't have an umbrella. I also don't have money to do anything. And it all sucks because I have a pile of homework that I paid for to do, which really is nonsensical because when i thought about it, i realised i actually paid for my own torture. But I actually really want to study because I know this is it. It's do or die. And I keep thinking how I am totally digging my own grave by procrastinating. And I keep thinking how I want to find myself in different places and yet I cannot decide exactly where. After that I realise that this decision making is all futile because I am not going anywhere at this rate. But these hands of mine  wont work and my mind floats around in and out of different dimensions. I still cannot figure things out.

And it gets worse to know that you don't give two cents after all.




God, help me.
























breathe, breathe, breathe. Off to SATs.

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