On My Way.

Hey. I hope that while you are reading this, there's no judgement. I write to express. And that's all there is to this. I hope that somewhere in this heap of words you'll find something. We're all just finding ourselves out there, but we needn't do it alone.
I wish you love.




Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Bon Iver - I Can't Make You Love Me


This is somehow relevant because I feel like need to fight for something that I should have but dont. And this, this has crushed me for so long. After all this time, am I still fighting alone?

Dont patronise. Dont patronise me.

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Monday, August 15, 2011

Lykke Li's Little Bit.

Hands down, I'm too proud for love. But with eyes shut, it's you i'm thinking of. But how we move from A to B? It can't be up to me.Because you don't know.

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Saturday, May 14, 2011

Lifehouse's Falling In
Everytime I see your face, my heart takes off on a high speed chase. Don't be scared, it's only love, baby, that we're falling in.
To find out if you feel the same won't be easy, I have my doubts too. But it's over without you. I'm just lost, incomplete. Because you feel like home to me.



And this has been on replay the entire day.

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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Haven't met you yet


I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to loose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right and,
we'll be united

and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!

p.s. im starting to pray for you, whoever you are. :)

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Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Archuleta, David Archuleta.
ok, total fangirl post.going to sound shallow and needy. so yeah.
just had to give David Archuleta the credit he deserves. He made my relationaship with my iPod stronger than ever. Now my iPod's named after him. :D

 
come on you know he's talented, being gorgeous is just the bonus.
   
 And i can't imagine two worlds spinning apart,
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet i'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you
-To Be With You, David Archuleta

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Monday, June 29, 2009

its such a perfect day, wouldnt want to be without you
 
introducing to you, my latest addiction
HOWIE DAY
  
also, wont want to forget
RASCAL FLATTS
   ( maybe you dont know it, but really it their songs that keep me asleep at night)
 
dont worry archie, you're still in the game. :D
 
 I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.
 
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
  - My Wish, Rascal Flatts

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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Twas more than I could take, pity for pity's sake.Some nights kept me awake, I thought that I was stronger. When are you gonna realise, that you don't even have to try any longer? Do what you want to.
Girl, put your records on, tell me your favourite song.You go ahead, let your hair down. Sapphire and faded jeans, I hope you get your dreams.Just go ahead, let your hair down.
Oh, you're gonna find yourself somewhere, somehow.

  

   

  

  

MERRY BLESSED HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

One step one step.
Hurry up and wait. So close, but so far away. Everything that you've always dreamed of, close enough for you to taste, but you just can't touch. You believe and you doubt, you're confused, you got it all figured out. Everything that you always wished for, could be yours, should be yours, would be yours. If they only knew. When you can't wait any longer but there's no end in sight.It's the faith that makes you stronger
 

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet, wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it. You know you can if you get the chance.  In your face and the door keeps slamming. Now you're feeling more and more frustrated, and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting.

The only way we get there, is one step at a time.

We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush. It's like learning to fly,or falling in love.It's gonna happen when it's supposed to happen that we find the reasons why. One step at a time.







One step at a time. 
That sounds good, good enough for me.
   
havent been blogging much, cant wait to go home, will be blogging with pictures then.
Korea. Hongkong. Redang. Christmas. LINK! 
i cant wait.
   
p.s. One step at a time- Jodin Sparks
p.s.s i have never bitched about you, so why are you bitching about me? you know what, i dont care if you loathe me, just fuck off, girl, fuck off.

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

She cant act, but she can sing!!!
I'm losing myself, trying to compete with everyone else, instead of just being me. Don't know where to turn, I've been stuck in this routine. I need to change my ways, instead of always being weak .I don't wanna be afraid, I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today and know that I'm okay.Because everyone's perfect in unusual ways.You see, I just wanna believe in me. 

and i will, for i know He is Lord.

p.s. Believe in me- Demi Lovato
p.s.s. Church tomorrow! XD
p.s.s.s. Dharl and Yeewon leaving tomorrow. Wont be seeing them until next year, for two weeks, at least before they get posted to their JCs,  i hope! *fingers crossed
p.s.s.s.s. Hooked to female singers, my gosh, the female race is COOLIO! 
p.s.s.s.s.s. Did i mention, I HAVE THE ROOM ALL TO MYSELF NOW! YAY!

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Monday, September 1, 2008

Because you live
 
your voice pulls me back like a wake up call, because you live, i live. 
  
Because you live- Jesse Mcartney
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live


because you live, i live. you? who? 

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

if you ask me if i love him. i'd lie.

I don't think that passenger seat

Has ever looked this good to me

He tells me about his night

I count the colors in his eyes



He'll never fall in love

He swears, as he runs his fingers through his hair

I'm laughing 'cause I hope he's wrong

And I don't think it ever crossed his mind

He tells a joke, I fake a smile

But I know all his favorite songs



And I could tell you

His favorite color's green

He loves to argue

Born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him..

I'd lie



He looks around the room

Innocently overlooks the truth

Shouldn't a light go on

Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long



He sees everything in black and white

Never let nobody see him cry

I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine



I could tell you

His favorite color's green

He loves to argue

Born on the seventeenth

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him..

I'd lie



He stands there, then walks away

My God, if I could only say

I'm holding every breath for you



He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything but my heart

First thought when I wake up is

My God, he's beautiful

So I put on my make-up and pray for a miracle



Yes I could tell you

His favorite color's green

He loves to argue

Oh, and it kills me

His sister's beautiful

He has his father's eyes

And if you ask me if I love him..

If you ask me if I love him..

I'd lie

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Teardrops on my Guitar

Teardrops on my Guitar


Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without



Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night



He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do



Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,

The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause



So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight



He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..



Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

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